Love, Brittney

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Roommates


Once in a while you find,
A friend so dear,
One of a kind,
Someone you’ll always hold near.



We’ve been through a lot, friend, it’s true:
Movies, homework, It Came To Pass, Large underwear incidents,
Oh the things we do -
Park meetings wearing all black and a suicide attempt (HA!)



Laughing till we cry,
Friday nights in,
We were so shy
We became just like kin.



 Time has passed,
But we still remain tight,
Some friendships just last
Hang on with all your might.


Time passes for each so differentely,
But we’re all just a phone call away
Together in heart we’ll always be
Forever and always, I pray.


LOVE YOU GUYS!

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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Along The Path

Along the path, alone, I have come
Dirt embedded in my feet
The weight upon my back is tiresome
I ache for a resting seat

My once bright eyes have now faded
Young skin turned to leather
A quick mind clouded
A princess turned beggar

For hope lost, is the greatest loss
Takes away all meaning
My once straight path is now a cross
The sun forever setting

And as I sit, alone and forgotten
Dirty feet appear next to mine
“My child, this is my only begotten”
His clear, loving eyes shine

I gaze at his face,
Somehow I know it so well
In His eyes I see my disgrace
What I once was, trapped in this bitter shell

“I’m sorry, Lord, I finally say
My tears washing away the dirt
“Let me take your pain away”
And in his arms I find my comfort

“My child, I was always here,
By your side, holding your hand
In good times and in bad, I was near
Walking with you across the land”

My trials I had thought too difficult
The pain too much to bear
My bitter heart was full of tumult
And in my weakness I cried, “He must not care”

And now here He was
His tender arms around me
Not noticing my dirtiness, my flaws
The side of me only He can see

The pain I suffered
Need not have been
For faithlessness blurred
My vision of Him

Love,
Brittney

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

Amoretti LXXV: One Day I Wrote Her Name

 Amoretti LXXV: One Day I Wrote Her Name Upon The Strand

One day I wrote her name upon the strand,
but came the waves and washèd it away:
agayne I wrote it with a second hand,
but came the tyde, and made my paynes his pray.

Vayne man, sayd she, that doest in vaine assay,
a mortall thing so to immortalize,
for I my selve shall lyke to this decay,
and eek my name bee wypèd out lykewize.
Not so, (quod I) let baser things devize
to dy in dust, but you shall live by fame:
my verse your vertues rare shall eternize,
and in the hevens wryte your glorious name.

Where whenas death shall all the world subdew,
our love shall live, and later life renew.

-Edmund Spenser (1552-1599)

[A series of eighty-eight sonnets, published in 1595 and probably written between 1592 and 1594 during the poet's wooing of Elizabeth Boyle.]

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Ode On Indolence


'They toil not, neither do they spin.'*

One morn before me were three figures seen,
With bowed necks, and joined hands, side-faced;
And one behind the other stepp'd serene,
In placid sandals, and in white robes graced:
They pass'd, like figures on a marble urn,
When shifted round to see the other side;
They came again; as when the urn once more
Is shifted round, the first seen shades return;
And they were strange to me, as may betide
With vases, to one deep in Phidian lore.

How is it, shadows, that I knew ye not?
How came ye muffled in so hush a masque?
Was it a silent deep-disguised plot
To steal away, and leave without a task
My idle days? Ripe was the drowsy hour;
The blissful cloud of summer-indolence
Benumb'd my eyes; my pulse grew less and less;
Pain had no sting, and pleasure's wreath no flower.
O, why did ye not melt, and leave my sense
Unhaunted quite of all but - nothingness?

A third time pass'd they by, and, passing, turn'd
Each one the face a moment whiles to me;
Then faded, and to follow them I burn'd
And ached for wings, because I knew the three:
The first was a fair maid, and Love her name;
The second was Ambition, pale of cheek,
And ever watchful with fatigued eye;
The last, whom I love more, the more of blame
Is heap'd upon her, maiden most unmeek, -
I knew to be my demon Poesy.

They faded, and, forsooth! I wanted wings:
O folly! What is Love? and where is it?
And for that poor Ambition - it springs
From a man's little heart's short fever-fit;
For Poesy! - no, - she has not a joy, -
At least for me, - so sweet as drowsy noons,
And evenings steep'd in honied indolence;
O, for an age so shelter'd from annoy,
That I may never know how change the moons,
Or hear the voice of busy common-sense!

A third time came they by: - alas! wherefore?
My sleep had been embroider'd with dim dreams;
My soul had been a lawn besprinkled o'er
With flowers, and stirring shades, and baffled beams:
The morn was clouded, but no shower fell,
Though in her lids hung the sweet tears of May;
The open casement press'd a new-leaved vine,
Let in the budding warmth and throstle's lay;
O shadows! 'twas a time to bid farewell!
Upon your skirts had fallen no tears of mine.

So, ye three ghosts, adieu! Ye cannot raise
My head cool-bedded in the flowery grass;
For I would not be dieted with praise,
A pet-lamb in a sentimental farce!
Fade softly from my eyes, and be once more
In masque-like figures on the dreary urn;
Farewell! I yet have visions for the night,
And for the day faint visions there is store;
Vanish, ye phantoms, from my idle spright,
Into the clouds, and never more return!

-John keats, 1819

*The epigraph is from Matthew 6:28.

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Ode On A Grecian Urn


Thou still unravished bride of quietness,
Thou foster child of silence and slow time,
Sylvan historian, who canst thus express
A flowery tale more sweetly than our rhyme:
What leaf-fringed legend haunts about thy shape
Of deities or mortals, or of both,
In Tempe or the dales of Arcady?
What men or gods are these? What maidens loath?
What mad pursuit? What struggle to escape?
What pipes and timbrels? What wild ecstasy?

Heard melodies are sweet, but those unheard
Are sweeter; therefore, ye soft pipes, play on;
Not to the sensual ear, but, more endeared,
Pipe to the spirit dities of no tone.
Fair youth, beneath the trees, thou canst not leave
Thy song, nor ever can those trees be bare;
Bold Lover, never, never canst thou kiss,
Though winning near the goal---yet, do not grieve;
She cannot fade, though thou hast not thy bliss
Forever wilt thou love, and she be fair!

Ah, happy, happy boughs! that cannot shed
Your leaves, nor ever bid the Spring adieu;
And, happy melodist, unweari-ed,
Forever piping songs forever new;
More happy love! more happy, happy love!
Forever warm and still to be enjoyed,
Forever panting, and forever young;
All breathing human passion far above,
That leaves a heart high-sorrowful and cloyed,
A burning forehead, and a parching tongue.

Who are these coming to the sacrifice?
To what green altar, O mysterious priest,
Lead'st thou that heifer lowing at the skies,
And all her silken flanks with garlands dressed?
What little town by river or sea shore,
Or mountain-built with peaceful citadel,
Is emptied of this folk, this pious morn?
And, little town, thy streets for evermore
Will silent be; and not a soul to tell
Why thou art desolate, can e'er return.

O Attic shape! Fair attitude! with brede
Of marble men and maidens overwrought,
With forest branches and the trodden weed;
Thou, silent form, dost tease us out of thought
As doth eternity. Cold Pastoral!
When old age shall this generation waste,
Thou shalt remain, in midst of other woe
Than ours, a friend to man, to whom thou say'st,
"Beauty is truth, truth beauty"---that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.

-John Keats, 1820

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The Lady Of Shalott



On either side the river lie
Long fields of barley and of rye,
That clothe the wold and meet the sky;
And thro' the field the road runs by
To many-tower'd Camelot;
And up and down the people go,
Gazing where the lilies blow
Round an island there below,
The island of Shalott.

Willows whiten, aspens quiver,
Little breezes dusk and shiver
Through the wave that runs for ever
By the island in the river
Flowing down to Camelot.
Four grey walls, and four grey towers,
Overlook a space of flowers,
And the silent isle imbowers
The Lady of Shalott.

By the margin, willow veil'd,
Slide the heavy barges trail'd
By slow horses; and unhail'd
The shallop flitteth silken-sail'd
Skimming down to Camelot:
But who hath seen her wave her hand?
Or at the casement seen her stand?
Or is she known in all the land,
The Lady of Shalott?

Only reapers, reaping early,
In among the bearded barley
Hear a song that echoes cheerly
From the river winding clearly;
Down to tower'd Camelot;
And by the moon the reaper weary,
Piling sheaves in uplands airy,
Listening, whispers, " 'Tis the fairy
Lady of Shalott."

There she weaves by night and day
A magic web with colours gay.
She has heard a whisper say,
A curse is on her if she stay
To look down to Camelot.
She knows not what the curse may be,
And so she weaveth steadily,
And little other care hath she,
The Lady of Shalott.

And moving through a mirror clear
That hangs before her all the year,
Shadows of the world appear.
There she sees the highway near
Winding down to Camelot;
There the river eddy whirls,
And there the surly village churls,
And the red cloaks of market girls
Pass onward from Shalott.

Sometimes a troop of damsels glad,
An abbot on an ambling pad,
Sometimes a curly shepherd lad,
Or long-hair'd page in crimson clad
Goes by to tower'd Camelot;
And sometimes through the mirror blue
The knights come riding two and two.
She hath no loyal Knight and true,
The Lady of Shalott.

But in her web she still delights
To weave the mirror's magic sights,
For often through the silent nights
A funeral, with plumes and lights
And music, went to Camelot;
Or when the Moon was overhead,
Came two young lovers lately wed.
"I am half sick of shadows," said
The Lady of Shalott.

A bow-shot from her bower-eaves,
He rode between the barley sheaves,
The sun came dazzling thro' the leaves,
And flamed upon the brazen greaves
Of bold Sir Lancelot.
A red-cross knight for ever kneel'd
To a lady in his shield,
That sparkled on the yellow field,
Beside remote Shalott.

The gemmy bridle glitter'd free,
Like to some branch of stars we see
Hung in the golden Galaxy.
The bridle bells rang merrily
As he rode down to Camelot:
And from his blazon'd baldric slung
A mighty silver bugle hung,
And as he rode his armor rung
Beside remote Shalott.

All in the blue unclouded weather
Thick-jewell'd shone the saddle-leather,
The helmet and the helmet-feather
Burn'd like one burning flame together,
As he rode down to Camelot.
As often thro' the purple night,
Below the starry clusters bright,
Some bearded meteor, burning bright,
Moves over still Shalott.

His broad clear brow in sunlight glow'd;
On burnish'd hooves his war-horse trode;
From underneath his helmet flow'd
His coal-black curls as on he rode,
As he rode down to Camelot.
From the bank and from the river
He flashed into the crystal mirror,
"Tirra lirra," by the river
Sang Sir Lancelot.

She left the web, she left the loom,
She made three paces through the room,
She saw the water-lily bloom,
She saw the helmet and the plume,
She look'd down to Camelot.
Out flew the web and floated wide;
The mirror crack'd from side to side;
"The curse is come upon me," cried
The Lady of Shalott.

In the stormy east-wind straining,
The pale yellow woods were waning,
The broad stream in his banks complaining.
Heavily the low sky raining
Over tower'd Camelot;
Down she came and found a boat
Beneath a willow left afloat,
And around about the prow she wrote
The Lady of Shalott.

And down the river's dim expanse
Like some bold seer in a trance,
Seeing all his own mischance --
With a glassy countenance
Did she look to Camelot.
And at the closing of the day
She loosed the chain, and down she lay;
The broad stream bore her far away,
The Lady of Shalott.

Lying, robed in snowy white
That loosely flew to left and right --
The leaves upon her falling light --
Thro' the noises of the night,
She floated down to Camelot:
And as the boat-head wound along
The willowy hills and fields among,
They heard her singing her last song,
The Lady of Shalott.

Heard a carol, mournful, holy,
Chanted loudly, chanted lowly,
Till her blood was frozen slowly,
And her eyes were darkened wholly,
Turn'd to tower'd Camelot.
For ere she reach'd upon the tide
The first house by the water-side,
Singing in her song she died,
The Lady of Shalott.

Under tower and balcony,
By garden-wall and gallery,
A gleaming shape she floated by,
Dead-pale between the houses high,
Silent into Camelot.
Out upon the wharfs they came,
Knight and Burgher, Lord and Dame,
And around the prow they read her name,
The Lady of Shalott.

Who is this? And what is here?
And in the lighted palace near
Died the sound of royal cheer;
And they crossed themselves for fear,
All the Knights at Camelot;
But Lancelot mused a little space
He said, "She has a lovely face;
God in his mercy lend her grace,
The Lady of Shalott."

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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

NINNIE!!!!!!!


Ninny is so grinny,
she gives lots of hugs.
On her face,
oh such grace.
And in time she will be mine!!!


~Love Bob

 

Love,
Brittney

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Ode on a Rambo





Oh Rambo
Where art Thou?

Once upon a moon so clear,
we were together, you and I, dear
We talked and laughed endless hours
But together we did not take any showers.

White Christmas, Gilmore Girls, Coraline -
Oh for you, I shall always pine!
So much time, so much fin
And then, like that - our time was done!

A series of flights we took
But together, no need for a book.
Our destination would sepersate us, my love
Into two different worlds, we've been shoved.

With one day together in a land so supreme,
The architecture divine, simply a dream!
Let's break into a cathedral (twice for good measure) and i'll make sure you're fed
With your weight in pastries, cheese and God's bread.

We'll stand behind a drug lord
And never, ever be bored.
We'll get lost and ride around the track
But in the end, don't worry - we'll get back!

But good memories alone, won't make it
The time apart, definitely will shake it!
Texts and chats alone - no no!
So to you, my love, I will go!

Two (possibly three) nights
We'll never, ever turn off the lights!
You'll be there, yes you will,
All weekend we'll be keepin' it real

Because I'm a better poet
AND YOU KNOW IT!





Love,
Brittney

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Monday, November 9, 2009

Love Poem

I just received the best love poem ever. Thanks to my darling, fantabulous sister. Rambo - you are my heart and my soul. I'd lend you my socks any day. I'd give you my freckles, if I could. We have the same eyes.

"Like the sun shining through a throng of grey, comatose clouds, you, my love are the brilliant beam of ecstasy soaking me in a time of tribulation. Like the strapping burly roots of even the smallest Banyan tree burrow their heads into the earth, digging for a sustaining grasp… you my dear grab hold of me at the ankles, and root me firmly back to safety, back to the reality I wonder so distant to. Like the elegant, majestic seagull needeth the feathers fond of his back, and the ever-pushing air current beneath his outstretched wings to take flight, I too needeth you for the metaphoric air travel of life I am endeavoring forthwith With the pose of
magnificent swan, dancing upon a frozen lake as if inspired by the endearing hum of life. The beauty of a garnished crimson rose, comparable by none on this earth, or earths off in the soaring distance. The charm and charisma of tantalizing butterfly, fluttering its soft wings against the breeze beneath the trees. And the affection that only two, so intoxicated by innocent, precious love as we two are, Ninny, my sweet, my little buttercup, you are the most prized of souls and personages resting within my heart! I love you!"



Awww Shucks! I love you too Rambo! Thanks for the love poem, lover!

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